FriendShip
Friendship is one of the
important relationship in our life others than relationship like with family,
love, siblings and etc. Everyone need a friend in their social life. I need a
friend too. But maybe someone out there call me a person who’s not friendly (not
all). Actually I’m not an arrogance or not care about friend. I love to friend
with other people but I have other big responsibility to take care about. Maybe
some of you don’t know that I’m just adopted child in a simple family, not too
rich family (cukup2 makan je…), by the way I really proud who I’m now even not
truly success yet.
As an adopted child, I need to
try live with minimum help from other people especially from my lovely family,
because I don’t want to be a burden for them. Beside that, I’m also the only
son and also the 1st children in the family. Asking help from
friend??? that’s really difficult; to call somebody friends is very easy. The
hard is to find Sahabat. Not all your
friend really care about you. I can understand it because I also do like that
before. From my experience, I always got friend from the rich family and who’s
is anak bongsu or at least have a brother or sisters. To find someone like me is
very hard who can share everything especially when you’re around not from the
same blood. That’s why sometime, I need to be show off to raise my confident
even I’m a nervous person before this.
About my lovely family, thank to
god cause give me this family. If not maybe I’ll grow some where else. I really
love this family because both my father & my mother love me very much till
they really control everything what I do or did (Sometime it’s really anxious).
I think it’s the time now to take my responsibility on this family, my father
will retire on 2008. I don’t wanna make any trouble anymore now because I think
it’s enough what they already did to me before. For an example, they really
care about me since I was born and when I have a heart problem(jantung
berlubang sejak baby). Every month, I need go to hospital to inject penicillin
into my body to avoid bacteria attack my heart. It’s really heart because
penicillin is one of the bacteria which uses as antibiotics. I got this
treatment until I’m 12 years old. After that I don’t want anymore because it’s
really hurt when inject into my body. I change to traditionally which I need to
drink “Air gamat” every day for 3 years (Pahit n kelat gile siot….).
Alhamdulillah…when I’m form 3, doctors said I’m free from this disease. It’s
like a new beginning in my life. After that everything is going very well.
(Ehhh melalut plak aku nie, off topic nie)
You know what, my biology mother
really hate me because what my real father did to her. I’ll not tell you that
story because it’s so personal and it’s about my pride. Just wanna told you
I’ll never forgive my real mother for what she did to me, my father too.
Right now maybe I can spend more
time with friends because I have a job now. So of course I have my own money.
So I can use my own money for friends like to meet them at other place or from
different state (kire buleh gi kemana sesuka atilah). Because don’t have ask
money/loan from family anymore. One of the third from salary I give it to my
family and sisters. The gap age between me and my 1st young sister very
far, it’s about 7 years old gap. It’s a big gap right, it’s like two different
generation. I was start using my own money since study at UPM. That time I can
live simply even cannot enjoy on myself because think that budget cukup2 jek
for study and survive. Lastly, I graduated even with result not so good. Some
people say that the study time is your enjoyment with friends because when u’re
working, the time is not enough to enjoy because need to give commitment on your
career.
Lastly for my friend out there
who’s read this blog, I’m sorry if I have did hurt your feeling or do something
bad or lost contact for a long time. Maybe I don’t have guide like old brother
or sisters to be my role model. I just learn from my mistaken only.(Just do it
and learn from mistake; my concept of learning). Frankly, I really love to find
friend and not really like to find any enemy.
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